Will I ever get over it????
Why is it that I am so confident that I can live without Hawk one time, and a few hours later be dying to call him... Like a craving... I NEED him... *sigh* and yet I know that I wasn't happy unless we were together... the weeks in between were miserable... But were they more miserable than I am now?? Could that be worse?? I don't see how...
I don't know if I will ever get over him....
The one true love of my life I haven't seen or heard from in 2 1/2 years, and I still think about him with an ache in my heart every day... Doesn't say much for ever getting over Hawk, does it??
I don't know if I will ever get over him....
The one true love of my life I haven't seen or heard from in 2 1/2 years, and I still think about him with an ache in my heart every day... Doesn't say much for ever getting over Hawk, does it??
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i find that i obsess over those i've lost when i cant get in touch with the one i'm with...when we feel alone, or depraved of human contact, we think back to people from our past to reach out to, because mr. current is inaccessible. does that make sense? its my entry for today too...lol
It does make a LOT of sense... I'm sure that's probably what I'm doing...
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